`* gones-forever *`

gones.but.back

2005-05-11T09:54:00.000-07:00

verii longg nv update myy blog le.
smiles.

did anyone here missed mii?
teeshees.
ii being lame here alrights?
now exam period.but today ii dont need to go school.
so good hors?

ii miss myy darling.
ii missing herr lykk hell.
ii cant stop thinking of herr.
wonder how ish she now.
ii simply too in lurfee withh herr.
she ishh the one ii need byy myy sidde.

ii miss myy caring andd cute buddy,kelson too.
she simply rawk.
she ishh always there fer mii when ii'm feeling down.
thankk,buddy.
wish yy0u andd yy0urr gf all the best.

todayy ish sotong de birthday.
happy birthday,sotong.
wish yy0u all the best.
sisterr 184.

ii miss myy class pple.
must takk carr,alrights?
yy0u guys simply rawk the world upside down.
especially,leshia,larvena,julian,sherilyn,bernice,nikki,andd lots of yy0u.
ii lurfee yy0u guy to the core,
but ii lurfee myy darling more.

pls,ii not attached.
ii just too in lurfee with someone who called jayven.
she ishh everything i ever need.
ilu;1oi18`

andd pls,
ii not interested iin joanna yong.
so yupp.
pls dont get the wrong idea.
she just myy friend.
someone whom ii cared as a friend.

jo,pls give up on mii.
ii'm not the one ferr yy0u.
ii sure yy0u can gett someone whom really lurfee.
ii sorry if i everr hurt yy0u deeply.

gones-
to0 in lurfee withh yy0u`
1oi18;

`[[ -imisshmylilfamily__ ]]`

2005-04-17T20:50:00.000-07:00

i missh my lil family!!
hees..
im abit crazy now!!
hees..
so damn bloody missh mandy,[moii pts]..moii darling korrs[ TAN JING WEN AKA JITSON]
hahas..
i so missh my darling too..
hees..
im not ATTACHED!!
she ish just a bung who calls mi darling and i call herr too!!
hees..
toopid tan jing wen, nv bring mi go sentosa today!!
hmphf!!
hate herr forever!!
hees..
joking lsa..
she moii darling korrs korrs sia..
how can hate herr..
hees..
the both of us say liaos..
holiday that time..
ask alots of bungs and passive and lesbians that we noe go ferr an outing!!
go sentosa worrs...
hahas..
cant wait ferr that day sia..
hahas..
exam coming le..
wishing those are having their exam..
pass with flying colour alright?
hees..
now..
toking to my DARLING!!
hees..

_imalonelygurl,livinginalonelyworld-
`[[ wish.up0n.a.starr ]]`

`[[ damn tried ]]`

2005-04-14T21:07:00.000-07:00

just went fer moii 2.4 runs..
damn bloody tired..
whole aching..

exams coming..
so damn scared..

now chatting wibb chel ng!!
sho miss herr!!
she ish moii xiao zhu sia!!
no one ish supposed to snatch herr away from mi!!

i wanna change moii song!!
but..
don noe how to!!
so sad..

*[[ im still waiting fer the person to appear in moii life ]]*
*[[ let mi noes when eu are the one?! ]]*
*[[ where are eu? ]]*
*[[ im seeking fer eu ]]*

`sadness`

2005-04-12T19:18:00.000-07:00

i guess he was out already..
but he didnt contact mi..
maybe he didnt wanna contact mi back..
haiish..
what m i suppose to do now?
i really damn bloody sad la..
haiish..
why must he teat mi in thish wayy..
i really veri sad sia..
every week..
i kept waiting ferr his calls and msg..
but..
in the end..
i didnt receive a single thing fer hiim..
why ish he always being so heartless and cruel to mi..
i really donnoe..
haiish..

peiling was out last saturday..
i went to mit herr on the sunday..
so missh herr la..
haiish..
missh meibao too..
hope can faster see they again sia..
i really damn missh they la..
haiish..

later going to tm..
withh rebecca and lizard..
got to go buy books..
then go takk neoprint wibb rebecca..
hmmm..

can i ever forget hiim?
will he ever leave my mind?
i lurves truly wibb all my soul and lurve..
but did i get in the end?
haiish..
m` i beig foolish to wait fer hiim?
i really donnoe..
the question without anb answer..
haiish..

exam ish lyk 21 days la..
andd i cant even concentrate la..
haiish..
my mind ish full of his face and our past memonies..
haiish..
i really wish time can go back..
i wish that we still can lyk in the past la..
haiish..
no one really understand what im suffering now..
no one can ever noes..
im a lonely soul...

[[i.wiishh.upo0on.a.wiishh.]]
miis`piiggY__

3 mo0ore weekk to0o examm!!!!!!

2005-04-09T09:07:00.000-07:00

haiish..
three mo0ore to0o exam lo0orr..
so0o damn blo0ody sarced la..
haiish..
later maybe go0oing to0 mo0oii's hse..
haiish..
s0o miish herr la..
yeah!!
laterr cann see mo0oii mr co0ow le..
so0o nv see herr lo0orr..
haiish...

ytd..mr breadiie msg mii..
butt cant replyy herr backk..
soo0 sad..
blo0odyy friiendsterr cant lo0og iin!!
haiish..

wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-07T21:02:00.000-07:00

*wth lo0r*
`thatt` blo0dyy` biitchh` wanna` fiind` backk` taiijii` wiibb` us`!!
`freako0` manN`..
`feeL` lykk` slappiingg` herr` siia`..
`cantt` bbe` bo0therredd` byy` herr` siia`!!

`todayy` att` scho0l` damnn` blo0dy` tiired` la`!!
`keep` thiinkiing` o0f` herr`!!
`ho0w` ii` wiish` ii` co0uld` seE` herr` everyy` dayy` siia`!!
`haiish`..

*imiishherr__
*icheriishher__
*ineedherr__
*shheiishhm0oiiprecii0ousbo0__
*no0onecanneverrtakkherrawayyfro0mmii__

`go0nes-1o`

omg!! god pls save mi!!

2005-04-06T18:11:00.000-07:00

omg!!
i feel lyk dieing sia!!
all of the sudden,someone tell mi tha she lyk mi!!
omg!!
donnoe,how to face herr sia??
haiish..

today..she looked lyk veri sad lyk that wors?
haiish..
heartbroken sia..
she looked as if she ish veri bothered lorr..
really donnoe what to do sia..

just now went to the fengshan there..
then saw until that toopid bitch..
feel lyk slapping herr face sia..
wth.
then now wan to find taiji wibb lizard..
wth lorr..
bloody fcuking bitch!!
feel lyk taking a knife to killing herr sia!!
hmphf!!

just now saw mike..
kc's fren.
forgotten to ask herr where kc?
wth..
im getting STM la..
haiyoyo..

gones_1o
missh yoo guys__
*especially yoo__
((x yoorawkmoiientirelife__

((x im missing herr lyk hell x))

2005-04-05T17:29:00.000-07:00

im missing herr lyk hell!!!!
why cant i evr have herr by moii side??

i really wish i could have herr..
im missing herr..

she simply rawks..
in my life..

i lurves herr..i cherish herr...
i miss herr.. i need her..

=)))))))))))))))))))))

lurveingherr__*
* #1o lurve yoo #21 *

))))))=

2005-03-31T19:53:00.000-08:00

iLu!iMu-ineedyoo*icherishyoo_

jo,yoorawkmoiiworld!-
whatelseineed?-
ionlyneedyoo!!

haiish!!

im missing herr every moment,every seconds,every minutes..
i cant get herr out of moii mind!!`

#1o lurve #21
#1o cherish yoo!~
#1o lurve herr!!-
#1ocanthaveherr!_

yoowilLalwaysbemoiipreciousBoo!!_
#21

gones!_
#1o
missingherralways!-

` fallinginlurvewibbherr` :'(

2005-03-29T20:07:00.000-08:00

i donnoe how i actually fall in lurve wibb herr ..
i guess ish lurve at first sight bahs..
just got the feeling..
don ask mi how!!n pls,im not being a flirt la..
i just think that she ish the person i been finding in my life..
after breaddie left my life..

what should i say neis??
im misshing herr,every moment,every seconds,every minutes..
but i cant have herr la..
i mean as in,
she belong to someone else..
i really donnoe what to do la..
haiish..

should i give up on herr or what??
what,wait ferr herr like i waited ferr him..[izz]
waited in vain again??
i noe i will get nothing from this waiting..
but if i really lurve herr..
im willing to wait ferr herr..

misshing herr...
gones-
1o#

)': ` bored ` :'(

2005-03-29T16:52:00.000-08:00

today damn sian at school lorr..
really donnoe what ish happening to mi la..
haiish..

today really cant concentrate on studies la..
rebecca and priscilla went up to RTC..
haiish.. donnoe what ish happening to they too..
so worry knows..
haiish..

then nikki ask mi ferr advise abt herr and herr GF...
also cant really help herr la..
but i guess..things should get better ferr her and herr GF la..

i hate PE la..make mi sweat lyk hell lyk that..
hmphf..damn it..next week still muz run la..stupid..
then some more teacher keep asking mi to go see herr la..
haiish..

tmr muz decorate the classroom la...
wth..lucky still can decoraTe our decks la..
heng ar..hees..

ended le,mi,rebecca n nikki went to look ferr `berr berr`..
then nikki went up then she wasnt in class la..wth..
make us walk so far then she not in..
haiyoyo..
then we waited ferr herr outside schooL lorrs..

then we headed to the 7/11 there to wait ferr jo[nikki's GF]
w waited lyk ferr half-an-a-hour then she came lorrx..
wth..make us waited so long..

then after that,we went to 85 there to have lunch..
then so unlucky can..
see untiL mr poh,mR siM and mr Tan la..
lucky they nv ask us to put on our skirt lorr..
cos we in half-u ma.. [mE and rebEccA la..]
heng lorr..

gtg le..
taakaaiirree~!
miSsh ya~
muacks__
huggs-

*i guess im in lurve wibb herr`__
gonesforever-
1o#

` sadness `

2005-03-28T20:46:00.000-08:00

donnoe why i feel so sad whenever i see herr online..
especially,just now she put herr displly pic..
i really donnoe what to say la..
damn sad lorr...
haiish..

why are pple always keep hurting mi lyk this??
why muz i always get hurt whenever im in a relationship..
haiish..
why are pple always doing this to mi??
haiish..
sadness filled my whole heart..

and i guess..i should wait ferr him lorr..
but..should i first??
ish goona be a long way ferr mi..
but i might not be able to get him back la..
ish gonna be two years lorr..
haiish..

why are unlucky stuff keep happening to mi??
i relly donnoe..
i veri confusing now..
haiish..
i wish there are some one out there that can lurve mi whole-heartlly..
but.. i don think it will happen..
cos...im a jinx..
i cant get all the happy stuff..

i really hope there ish someone who can be there whenever i need they..
whenever i need a shoulder, they will be there..
haiish..
i guess..
i should not be in this world..
i really feel lyk dieing lorr..
ish pointless ferr me to be this cruel world...

`sadness filled my whole-heart`
`+` shattered-dreams `+`
1o#
gones-

saDneSs fiLled`

2005-03-27T01:16:00.000-08:00

haiish.. damn bloody sad can???!!!
he went in to hostel liaos..
misShing himm so muChie..
i cant have him back!!
sadNess fillEd mi cAn??
m i stupid to wait ferr him??
i really veri confuse now..
forget it..
i don want to think of anione now..

anyway,i turn BIO-SEXUAL liaos..
hees..
veri funny hors?!!
but no choice..
hahas..
im crazy la now!!
tmr not going schooll!!
so misSh moii frens in scHool la...
guys out there,beta takk carr of urself wors?!!
may god bless yew always..
hmmms..

anyway,i damn bloody missh someone now la..
haiish..
how i wish i could have him la..
but ish lyk,impossible la.

YupPIes~ im back`

2005-03-22T15:44:00.000-08:00

weis`

anyone misSh mi ma?!
hees. i noes i been abit crazy!!
i just got a new hair cut not long ago!!
now,i look damn bloody lyk bung lorrs!!!
*that's what cass tan and KC said,when they saw mi!!*

i lurve moii new hairdo lorrs!!
hees..
anw,pple out there, do take care cox i care!!
and,pls don call mi a bung when yoo saw moii new hairdo!!
i hate it*
thanx~

i totally give up on BREADDIE alreadys..
so pls,stop asking mii where ish she!!
im not herr angel,i wont noe where she ish!!`
and,im SINGLE now!!`
but,im still a PASSIVE instead of a BUNG`
so pls,get this clear into your BRAIN!! =)

and the person who tag moii blog,pls stop all those rubbish!!
i dont wish to noe who ever yoo are!!
just stop all those damn bloody rubbish!!
if yoo wan find taiijii,come straight and find mii..
stop being a coward!!
cox yoo are onli a coward somewhere in singapore!!
got the gut,come out and talk face to face!!
don just tag pple's blog,and start all your bloody rubbish!!
if im a flirt,who are yoo then?!!
a piece of shit izzit?!!
yoo are just a idiotic pple who idle in this world!!
soon,yoo will be in the hell!!

so yoo guys outside,taakkaaiirree!!`
miSsh yoo guys*
lurve ya*

waiting ferr him in a corner of somewhere..*
`sadness filled mii forever__

im back__

2005-03-15T19:10:00.000-08:00

weis,

i lyk soooooo damn long nv update moii de blog le..
so miSsh yew guys..
hmmm..
nothing muChie happen to mii..
so just to drop a msg to yew guys out there.
takk carr of urself..god bless..
muacks`huggs~

miSsh herr always__
1o#

2005-01-22T23:57:00.000-08:00

woohoo~! breaddie here helpping muii baobeii to blogg! hahs. hmm. anw this gurl here arhx.. lolz.. hmm.. comp spoilt so long liaoz. den i helpiing her update larxx. hehex. yeah.. i oso dunno wad to helpp her blogg leiix. hahs. anw, i miss e owner of tiss bloggie larx okkie =) dunno when will she return to blogg worx!! =p
manii manii tings happen these few dayss? yepss. been out with her fer almost everyday since last fri to tis frii.. met up everyday? =p lolz.. miss her.. miss her!!! ahhh~!!! dyinng liaoss. when i cant see e owner of thiss blogg =p
lolz.. kkies =) finne. shall bloog sum otherr time fer her den~! breadd misshh you, muii baobeii~! muackss! =p

ytd happen alot of things

2005-01-01T17:13:00.000-08:00

ytd.. happen alot of things lor.. broke up wibb jingwen... haiish.. i meet jingwen at my hse ther de blk there then went to sengkang there to mit sam jieejiee and shushu they all at the compass there... then after that.. we went to town there to celebrate countdown!!!
have so much fun lorx.. then we went heeren there to take neoprint.. then m0ii baobeii also there.. so thought of seeing herr.. haha.. then we went to cine there de arcade there to play.. then mummi went to dance to para para lor.. haha.. then we went to ps there to play arcade again.. veri crazy rite? haha.. so many pple was lyk playing the snow spray lor.. haha.. almost kanna lor.. then we mit sam they all again at ps.. then we went to the arcade there to play lor..
first time see shushu and papa playing parapara.. so damn funni can.. haha.. then we went to the carpark there to smoke and talk.. then.. priscilia jie and liyun and rachel came.. hee.. so many pple sia.. lyk wana fight lyk that.. haha... then we went down to the mac ther to eat and talk.. then we started to di siao shushu and sam jiee.. haha.. so funni lor.. we dare shushu to kiss sam jiee on herr CHEEKS!!! haha.. but in the end.. they just hold hands lor.. cox shushu got her own plan lor.. haha.. then we went to kel's korrkorr hse to ton lor.. then.. lyk that lor.. haiish..

happy new year to everyone out there!! all the best!!
lurfe yew guys to bits!!
muackies!! huggies!!
lurfe m0ii baobeii lort's!!
_-never ending lurfe wibb baobeii-_

.::. our 3rd month .::.

2004-12-27T15:47:00.000-08:00

boiiboii..today our 3rd month wor.. so happy.. hee.. really damn happy to be wibb yew always.. really don noe what will happen if yew leave mi.. hope that wun happen.. nth really happen happen to mi.. scared later pple say i don noe how to update my blog..

mi lurfe m0ii baoobeii always.. reallt hope to have yew now.. but..i cant..

lurfe ah boii too!! yew guys out there too!!!
takee goodies caree!!
missH ya!! muackies!! huggies!!

.::. christmas ish here!!! .::.

2004-12-26T04:18:00.000-08:00

hiiee.. here to update my blog.. later pple say i don noe to update my blog.. haha... refering to kelvin korrkorr.. haha.. now chatting wibb herr in messager.. haha.. shee keep asking mi to update my blog lor!! bloody red devil aka x ii ao er zi in the family.. haha.. dont suan herr liao.. later she pang my face sia.. haha.. ytd was christmas day wor.. really had alot of fun in town wibb the whole family.. finally, we have a family outing aka gathering.. but it didnt turned to be that good.. because i quarrelled wibb jitson.. haiish.. really didnt mean to spoilt the whole gathering de... but just don noe why.. i suddenly.. just feel lyk scolding pple.. hope papa, mama, korrkorr, jiejiee, ah boi and shu shu dont get angry wibb mi!! i knoe i still verii childish minded.. but cant blame.. i'm just a 13 year old gal who doesnt want to grow up at all.. hope yew guys dont blame mi lor.. i really don mean to make the whole gathering to be spoilt.. maybe zz say ish right.. maybe ish because of the bloody flower.. haiish.. really hope to make up thish to yew guuys man.. haiish.. really verii sorry for the attitude i showed yew guys ytd.. really hope yew guys can dont takee it to heart lor.. haiish.. ytd.. mi, mama, jieejiee and shu shu went all the way to orchard there to buy spray lor.. haha.. then we went all the way back to ps lor.. haha.. then papa, korrkorr and ah boi kanna spray by the three passive in our family lor.. haha.. then after that.. i go attack shu shu lor.. haha.. so pity herr can.. haha.. then after that.. every one started to attack mi liao.. although i'm the youngest in the family also don need to lyk that de, rite??? walao a.. everyone attack mi, one person onli sia.. so unfair sia.. but the the worse ish not mi la.. haha.. then hor.. we went all the way to back to orchard there to go walk walk lor.. there ish where all the unhappy stuffs happen.. but.. i dont feel lyk rank up those unhappy stuff.. haiish.. but.. still. veri sorry to papa, mama, korrkorr, jieejiee, shu shu and ah boi lor.. hope we can forget all this unhappy stuff.. keep all those happy stuff in your heart.. nvr to be erase, kaes? we rawk to the core!!!!
takee goodie caree!! miSsh ya!! muackies!! huggies!! yao xiang wo wor??
luvre yew guys out there!!

.::. days wibb problem on myself .::.

2004-12-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

hello.. i'm here to undate my blog again.. hee.. how's everyone here sia? going to christmas liao sia.. mi wish everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year.. hee.. today.. mi staying over at my ah boi's hse again.. hee.. been staying for about 1 month plus sia.. haha.. today.. my and ah boi [jitson] went to town.. cox she have to mit herr jieejiee there.. i get to knoe alot of pple sia.. haha.. pple lyk sarah, jolene and alot of pple sia.. haha.. then we went to go take neoprint together.. hee.. i have alot of fun today sia.. think there ish nothining and happy reunion with the rest of the family later in the morning.

.::.things are bothering mi.::.

2004-12-22T00:02:00.000-08:00

haiish.. just now in the morning already update.. so thish ish the second one.. haiish.. today really happen alot of things lorx.. so damn angry can? haiish.. today jitson, kel n mi quarrelled wibb pat mummi lor.. haiish.. i feel quite bad after all lor.. haiish.. then in the evening pat mummi and dabian shushu came to kel's block downstair lor.. but alan papa would'nt will they lor.. haiish.. she came to sort all the misunderstandings between the two couple of angel v.s devil family lor.. haiish.. lucky, we sort things out verii smooth.. no one was angry after the all talk.. haha.. then we headed to compress point there.. because jitson wanna cut herr hair lor.. haha.. so we went to the forth floor there de barber there to cut jitson's hse.. haha... herr hair now damn nice lor.. but look lyk chicken head lor... haha.. then after herr hair-cut.. we went to the food-court there to have our dinner lor.. after that.. we down to the first floor there de taxi-stand there to somke lor.. but i din really somke that much lor.. because i promise alot of pple not to smoke ma.. so mux keep my promise ma.. haiish.. i mux tahan not to somke lor.. haha... but that ish a verii tough task for mi lor.. althought i not a heavy smoker but still verii hard to do so lor.. haiish... then i ask jitson to call KC ask herr whether she wanna go play pool not.. then she say okie.. when we reach there liao, then call them.. walao.. then when we reach there already.. she tell us said she and cass got a change in the plan.. so can onli mit us tmr lor.. haiish.. every time ps us de lei.. walao.. haiish.. but they said tmr comfirm, steady, plus chop.. sure won't PS us again lor.. hope they beta keep their promise lor.. haiish.. then tmr.. maybe we meeting guoming korrkorr too.. but he still not sure whether he can go out not.. haiish.. anyway.. days are bored for mi lor.. i so missh my piglet and breadd- boiboi lor.. haiish.. gtg already.. need to `orh orh` laiox..~yawn~ nites, sweet dreams, sleep tight to all of yew out there.. *lurve yew guys out*

.::.sad day.::.

2004-12-21T08:00:00.000-08:00

haiish..today damn bloody siann lor..everything seem so bored and ish lyk there ish nothing i can be bother by lor..haiish..ytd,mi and jitson went to cut hair lor..we actually did quarrelled small things when we don even want it lor..so damn bloody angry wibb myself lor..i been showing herr attitude lor..really dont knoe what happen to us lor..we been quarrelling over the past few days lor..haiish..really feel verii bad to hurt herr lyk that sia..haiish..don really wanting to hurt herr lor..i really treasure our relationship lor..i dont bear to end thish relationship lor..i really hope shee can understand mi that i'm still trying changing myself..i knoe my attitude suckz..but i really trying my best to do so lor..i really hope yew can give mi more time..haiish..got nothing to do sia..so ask my sister to help to create thish bolg lor..used to have one..but went to delete it off..hee..later going to meet jitson, mandy jiiejiee and vin korrkorr lor..haiish..din have a goodie rest ytd sia..haiish..really love herr alot lor..cant bear to end the relationship wibb herr sia..gtg liao..have a rest first..god bless!
loVe yew guys always!!